Monday, November 28, 2005

Smelly Cat....


I may be discriminative and bias sometimes. Want to know why? I just totally can’t stand people with body odour and smelly mouth.

It’s true, these things does push me away from people. I just can’t be close with these types of people. Even the thought of talking or even standing close to them would have certainly made me feel uneasy and uncomfortable.

I am certain that all of you guys must have experience it before. Yes, and I know how difficult it is for you guys to converse with them face to face. Sometimes you even felt like throwing up.

I still remember how many dates and girls I push away or just stop pursuing just because their mouth smells and their body have this funny odour of some kind. My rule is, once smells, always smells.

But they can’t totally be blamed. I know, people do change but to make this people change is very…….. How do you put it, difficult? In a sense that most of these people does not really know that they have this problem and the difficult part is telling them that they do. Imagine telling a girl on the first date, “I’m sorry but I must tell you that your mouth smells…..” HAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!! SUSAH KAN !

Well, I guess it is all about hygiene. Kan……

p.s. Remember in the TV sitcom ‘Friends’, the ‘Smelly Cat’ song….? “Smelly cat, smelly cat, what are they feeding you” “Smelly cat, smelly cat, it’s not your fault” HAHA !!

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Things On My Mind….


Hi….

I know I haven’t been blogging for a while now. Just don’t feel like it. Too many problems in the head and just can’t find any peace of mind to jot something. Except tonight…. Just had the urge to you know… type few words…

Things on my mind…. Ok that’s what I am writing today…. Hmmmm….

1. Still haven’t found the solution of my sleeping disorder. (The can’t sleep at night thing). Do I need psychiatric help? I don’t know…

2. Financial problems…. (Who doesn’t have..)… contributes to;

a) Cannot fixed cracked car windscreen.
b) Cannot pay traffic summons.
c) Cannot afford to go on vacation.
d) Cannot afford to buy new decent working clothes. (Need new wardrobe, badly)
e) Cannot afford to get a new hair cut. (Been wanting to change style now…)
f) Cannot fix the bike.
g) Cannot afford to go and watch plays and showcases.
h) Cannot afford to buy a house yet.

3. Hating work so much…. Hating some people at work to the extent of not even wanting to look or talk to them.

4. Hating my customers who have been so pampered like shit, wanting everything to be fed to them. The worst part is that they don’t even know that they are just plain stupid while they act like they own the world.

5. Can’t stand the pressure of looking at my close friends and their family. The wife, the husband, the child. Broke me into tears knowing I still don’t have one.

6. Lastly, still wondering whether I have made the right decision to be with this someone and spend my life with her….. Is she the one? Will I be happy with her? All the questions????????????????????

p.s. I think I better go and watch a DVD now….. the only place I can get my head away from all of this…. Away from the REAL LIFE!!!!